the time has come.

Oh look what came in the letter box a few days ago.

And to my greatest horror:

11 Dec 2008! that's awfully near! NOOOOO!!!!!

and guess what i'll be in for?

 

New ugly army fatigues! With new LBV! look like "metal gear" sia.

 

more pics here & here.

Oh man... I dun wanna do PTP! But that means I'll have to pass napfa by 26th nov. mission impossible!!! lotsa gym sessions required (and thats on top of mugging)!!

Well one thing's for sure; i'd rather slog it out with the maggots then face my notes =((

down & out (nearly)

man its one helluva upward struggle. 14 days away but all i have are these shitty feelings inside. Where's the momentum? where's the inspiration? where's the motivation? I need more than encouragement.

God has really been good. He's been picking me up time and again this whole week. But somehow, after all the building up, one event will just come and tear it all down. And the cycle repeats, and repeats. I jusy need that one touch that will last me through. I need to get out of this swamp. I need to see the light.

 

And when a cup's simply not enough.

Don't try this at home.

Want some iSmoke?

D-Day - 20: Prelude

the bugle sounds, the door flings open;
theirs hearts stopped for the moment.
and in the square 'twas silent as night;
there hardly was a motion.

like pins they stood in their trembling boots;
it was to miss the mood.
and in the distant, the sound of their mission;
they prayed as hard as they could.

and one by one their names were mentioned;
a ticket to the newton.
and off to war the soldiers trekked; 
each guaranteed a no-return.

Hazard.

Lull period again. See Von? i beat ur SGD$0.14 record. Now i dun even have enough to make a phone call. Oh well, when u hit the lowest, you can only go higher.

Been buzy (trying to be) mugging. Pretty stressful when u see that the countdown is at 22. Somehow my engine is not running at capacity since prelims. MOTIVATION! Where art thou?

Before i end, here's why you should not use cellphones in class.